I hate liking people I feel will NEVER like me.. Like what.. Am I not good enough?

How do you even make someone fall in love with a useless piece of shit like me. I’m a failure, a futile loser. I don’t get myself. I don’t want to feel anything. I fucking hate this. I don’t get why I have to like someone. She’s not even mine yet why do I have this stupid logic that I want to be close to her. I can barely talk to her…. In a way, I wish I cross her mind as much as she crosses mine… although that may be impossible.. 

We have to cope up with the things in life like emotions and all the sad shit being thrown at us. Because in reality, we’re all alone.


No, I don’t feel sad. I don’t feel anything.

Maybe I should just die?

I’m a failure at everything

It’s my birthday yet I’m sad


Why do I feel like this?
Nothing ever works out
I’m giving up
I don’t know what to do
I hate myself
I hate me for being me
No one’ll notice
No one really gives a damn
I don’t know
Why am I like this?